at first by marci parker

At first, remember how you promised?
It would be soft and tender,
A loving feeling to remember.
But, instead . . .
You made me feel like a whore,
My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore.
And I wondered how this could be,
We were finally together, you and me
I was only a piece of flesh,
No loving thing
,And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings.
You hurt me, caused pain
And what was I to gain?
This tiny life that is inside,
When I found out I could have died.
Something that once had the chance to be so sweet
Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat.
The pain I felt,
My heart you made melt.
This pain can never be recovered,
Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover.
Something he will not see for a while.
He does not know that we made a child.

hard word to say by hope



Why can’t you say the word
The hurtful word goodbye
How long can I linger
How much longer will I cry
Have I played the fool
Been a fool long enoughYes,
I do know this,Yet good-byes are really rough
A word I do not likeI would rather say g’day
Waiting, patiently, lingering
Still on my mind you prey
I know it will be hardGood-byes are what
I fearStill open without closures
I dry up another tear
One day it will come
Maybe soon that fateful dayI still think its difficult
Good-bye's
so hard to say

masalah masalah


cipta rekod ouh aku ta tido.
perhhhgg.
da larh balek asrama esokk.
malasnyaaaaaa
adoyy.
na stdy lg.
senin trial.
mati arh.
tawtaw jea.
blee mslh ada je ta buleh tidoo.
cehh. cane na bwt nih.
arrrgggghh.
pegi laa buduh.
pegi dri idup aku!!!!!!!
pg tdi oi adlh aku bce 'bdk pompuan nih pnye blog'.
agak myakitkan hati laa ble tgok isi kandungan nyaaa.
ishhh.
tataw na ckp pe tah lgg.
na kte jeles.
mebiMEBI
na kata dengki
tadea plakk.
tah la weh.
sume aku simpan dlm hati,
bab
aku nih type cmtu.
pape hurl pown aku pendam jea.
tamau bgtau org.
da try bwt cam biase tp
entahlaa.
b+ heran lg
call tanak ankat
cancel kn lg uh.
mset ta reply.
bg kumen kart mespes ta reply
ENTAH LA WEH.
sedih pown ada owng bwt aku camni.
aku tawu aku nih spe bg dye uh.
ta penting pown kan.
tade effect pown lau aku tade

smteknik setapak


weh meh tgok skewl teknik setapak .
bangga mjdi rkyt teknik setapak.
haha.

library



arini
kteowng g library
kecik.zeti.inn.boyunk.aku.ajim
bes bes.
ni kali petama ouh kua ngn kecik
haha.
sara jgn bengang bengang(:
kteowng study lk addmth dll.
tp rasenyaa ta study kowt.
asek bkak lappy aja.
si zeti , inn mmg gela why why love.
tah cte korea ape tah
sggup tgok youtube.

kecik pula 1st dtgg uh mmg la stdy.
tp lme lme dh k.o
haha.

byong lg laa.
1st dtg jew da godek godek ph aku.
cehh.
pastu dye tidoo baring2 dlm library uh
sejukk ouh.
tade port pown na ddk.
sume dh full
tpksa arh duk bsila kart celah2 buku.
haha.

aku, ajim pulak keja asek g caj lappy aja.
e2 jea keje nyaa
cehh
tataw npe ngn kami nih tadi.
ttbe batak webcam
haha.
mcm2 style ada.
kteowng gelak2 kuat2 smpai sume org
pandg2 kteowng.
haha.
gelaaaa.
nway bes bes.
aku syggg kowng arh (:

btw sonok laa lyn kowng.
bes bes.

(:

trial coming !

wah takowt doe!
mmg hmpir2 maty laa aku nih.
stdy ta apa sume. cehh.
paper setat last week.
tue : bm1 & mm1
wed : bm2
thu : bi1 & bi2
fri : mm2 & kim3
this week pulak
sume subj yg tuff tuff ouh.
takowt doe.
cam ajal dh tibe
tp kan kan.
slme exm last week
kteowng sume ta jjr ouh.
bkan nak kata 1 klas mniru.
tp satu skewl.
haha shengal weh
kteowng dpt suklan bocor kart bdk ert sbelah uh.
haha.
kuang asam.
so sume tawu suklan pe yg kua.
yg lagy bes.
siap hafal ayt krgan bi.
haha.
buduh gelaaa.
tp bgus laa camni.
sling menolg nme nyaa nih (:

tengs macikk (:

1st thing I wanna say tengs laa kart alyani.
make my blog (:
tengs bangat macikk.
walaupn mnyk mnyusahkan ko tp tapea
kire halal lah nih.
haha
tapetape,
nnt aku blaja ko
pas spm okee.
ceh,
nway makasih (: